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I'm miserable and think i'm having a...Normally I wouldn't post something like this, but i'm at a point where I feel I NEED to vent and hear others opinions and there is no one in my real life I feel comfortable doing so to. Disclaimer: I admit that a history of mental illness, suicide, and large scale depression is prevalent in my... 2 years 7 months

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CoochieMane: Checking in on OP. Are you okay,...[quote=CoochieMane]Checking in on OP. Are you okay, dude?[/quote] Still around, though barely, I think. My situation has changed recently. I did take a new job, but it wasn't really at all what I was looking for when I set out. But it was a ~25% pay bump and more responsibility so I thought I... 2 years 2 months
Thought I would bump this and give an update. Not...Thought I would bump this and give an update. Not much has changed. The job search has gone pretty terribly and I still feel miserable daily. The lexapro helped to a point but made it basically impossible for me to have sex so I stopped taking it. I am drinking less in an effort to reduce the... 2 years 4 months
Edmundo Braverman: assetmanager7: Also, I...[quote=Edmundo Braverman][quote=assetmanager7]Also, I decided to take out an 18 month 401k loan to pay down my credit card debt. It's basically a way to consolidate my debt at a lower interest rate (the 401k loan rate is 4%) and I have credit card debt as high as 22%. Then the payments will... 2 years 7 months
SirTradesaLot: assetmanager7: Also, I decided...[quote=SirTradesaLot][quote=assetmanager7]Also, I decided to take out an 18 month 401k loan to pay down my credit card debt. It's basically a way to consolidate my debt at a lower interest rate (the 401k loan rate is 4%) and I have credit card debt as high as 22%. Then the payments will... 2 years 7 months
DonVon: assetmanager7: Just as an update. I...[quote=DonVon][quote=assetmanager7]Just as an update. I started on lexapro today.[/quote] Remember these things take about 6-weeks to exhibit their full effects, and the run-up to the 6-week threshold can often be unpleasant for a lot of people. Try to tough it out if it sucks, but if it... 2 years 7 months
Just as an update. I started on lexapro today....Just as an update. I started on lexapro today. So we'll see how that works. I did end up not drinking last wednesday through friday but i drank pretty heavily on saturday. My ex actually came and stayed with me and we hung out for the weekend mostly drinking and in bed. It's probably not a good... 2 years 7 months
wallstreetma: 1. Debt - I would suggest you...[quote=wallstreetma]1. Debt - I would suggest you contact an attorney to discuss your financial situation/credit card debt. Depending on the state in which you reside, there are many alternatives to debtors that can alleviate the impending financial strains/prevent harassment from creditors. 2... 2 years 7 months
So, I had a long conversation with my ex last...So, I had a long conversation with my ex last night. And per her prodding I made a doctors appointment this morning (for tomorrow). I also didn't drink last night but instead downed about 20 diet cokes and played Halo. I agree with a lot of you that I think the FB/WSO/ETC things in my life have... 2 years 7 months
Edmundo Braverman: assetmanager7: I will say,...[quote=Edmundo Braverman][quote=assetmanager7]I will say, your post made me feel better knowing that you have a lot of the same feelings and seem to have found some peace. But I also couldn't help the thought of "shit, he was way more successful than I am, how do I make that happen?"[/quote]... 2 years 7 months
captainradio: Some of this might work. 1. Stop...[quote=captainradio]Some of this might work. 1. Stop drinking Spirits. Stick to drinking light beer if you have to, and try to force yourself to drink a pint of water with every drink. (This might not make any sense till you try it.) 2. Sell some of the shit that you do not need (that gun maybe... 2 years 7 months