I've known her for 13 years and now she's cheated with her brother in law. I broke up with her but I can't stop thinking about her and crying like a baby. I loved this girl so much and I've loved her for so long that I'm not able to see myself without her anymore. It's taking a toll on my social and family as well as my work. I'm being suicidal now. I really don't know what to do or how to pull myself together.
this song pretty much sums up my whole life except that i don't see myself moving on