In college I was an asshole. I understand. It got so bad I got kicked out of the student investment fund. I was drowning the pain I had on the inside with rude and boisterous behavior.
I want to get rid of it, the whole personality, and I want to learn patience and compassion. Is it too late for me?
I miss my friends, I miss my relationships, I gave up everything. I look at myself and I'm disgusted. I'm disappointed in myself, and my own trauma shouldn't be hurting others.
Where do I start?