Shittiest time of my life, here to vent
Lost my job due to COVID-19 back in May. Tried so hard to land another offer at a different firm, literally fought tooth and nail to have a different job. Now the new firm went into liquidation and I was made redudant again.
Plus, girlfriend of two years just left me. And dated another guy immediately, flaunting her new love all over the social media. I was even thinking about the ring a couple a months ago.
Tried so hard to go off meds since 2016 (I suffered depression then), but my mental illness seems to creep back up right now.
Also my glaucoma (a disease in which it will deteriorate your vision, could potentially make you go blind) seems like getting worse as well, eyesight ain't improving at all.