Am I just not cut out for recruitment?

I'm currently a Sophomore at a College in the Asia Pacific. My country is quite small so there aren't target schools per se. 

Recently, I've found myself frequently questioning about exactly why I want to pursue Consulting as a career, and whether I should continue going down this path. 

On one hand, I find myself enjoying the work done within Consulting. I've attended various company events and networked with Consultants from MBB/Tier 2 firms - speaking with them gave me a better idea of what to expect. However, what made me more interested in wanting to work in Consulting was when I completed a work experience/internship at a MBB. Despite the late nights, I really did like the work that I was doing (even if it was dreary at times) as well as the culture of the firm. I also received positive feedback from the Consultants and Partners staffed on the project, so that made me feel a bit more confident in wanting to pursue Consulting. 

Yet, I find myself fixating a lot of on the doubts and obstacles. For one, I have poor self-esteem (it's something I'm actively working on), and it feels like no matter how hard I work, I will never be 'smart' enough for Consulting. I wonder if a part of me wants to work in Consulting just because of the prestige, but I am also trying to tell myself that I have tried to get some real experience so that I can truly say for myself if it's something that I want. I also find myself being very drained from all the various activities I'm involved in to try and get my application to be as appealing as possible. Trying to stay on top of classes, competitions, clubs, networking, a social life etc is a lot. I constantly find myself re-evaluating my career options and I would be really grateful if anyone has gone through something similar/any input on my situation!

TLDR: Interested in working in Consulting but not sure if I'm 'good' enough. Wondering if all of this is worth it. 

 
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If you got positive feedback from consultants and partners, then it sounds like you have your answer.

On one hand, I find myself enjoying the work done within Consulting.

Good, I still enjoy the job too. If you can do something you're interested in, you're in great shape. 

Yet, I find myself fixating a lot of on the doubts and obstacles. For one, I have poor self-esteem (it's something I'm actively working on),

Everyone thinks this. It's called "imposter syndrome".

I will never be 'smart' enough for Consulting.

Thankfully you don't necessarily have to be that smart for consulting or business in general. Work ethic, focus, communication, commitment to learning and improvement etc. goes further than raw intelligence. 

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In general though, I'd suggest you cut this line of thinking off hard. It seems to me like you're here for affirmation, and that's not particularly healthy. We can't judge your work, or judge how good a fit you are for the job, or judge how far you'll go - and you shouldn't limit your career and your confidence and your aspirations to whether you're "good enough" for an MBB consulting job much less whether some people on an internet forum think you are. Not to say you should just assume you'll only ever succeed. Be realistic about your options and know what alternatives you'll pursue if things don't work out. 

A couple of suggestions:

  • Ask yourself what you're going to do with an answer to your questions here. Are you going to just quit trying if someone on the internet tells you you're not good enough? Maybe drop out of recruitment? Are you going to suddenly snap to a realization that you're good enough and become infinitely confident if someone here tells you that you are? The answer is presumably neither. So pursue what you want to do, and if you think you're falling short, figure out why and work to improve. If you do fail to get the job, then try for the next tier, or something adjacent. But don't self-limit simply because you're worried you aren't good enough - that'll just be a self-fulfilling prophecy.
  • Get a legitimate personal opinion. You worked with people from MBB, you said they gave you positive feedback. Reach out, find some time for a chat or to grab a coffee, ask them their thoughts on your work, your potential, your weaknesses, your opportunities to improve and their advice on how to do so etc. You'll get nowhere spinning through hypotheticals in your head. Get concrete input from people you respect and who know you.

I also find myself being very drained from all the various activities I'm involved in to try and get my application to be as appealing as possible. Trying to stay on top of classes, competitions, clubs, networking, a social life etc is a lot. 

Sounds like you need to drop some things and prioritize what's important to you. Won't get any value out of all of this if you burn yourself out. "More" is also rarely simply "better". 

 

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