I'm a 3.3
I spent my first two years in school depressed and directionless. It sucked hard, but I went to oncampus therapy and ever since I've been trying to help myself get better.
I've currently taken my third year off, mostly because my dad is ill and
needs someone to help him in his business and health.
Anyways, it only just really hit me that I have no work ethic, small social skills, and no future. It also doesn't help that my excuses don't matter. So I wanted to take this year as an opportunity to explore myself and try to figure out a future, etc. ie: gain forward momentum. Besides learning more about my dad's work and condition, I've only taken up swimming, some local community college classes for business, and I plan to join a toastmaster's club or something. I still have a lot of time on my hands and I don't like that I'm not doing anything productive.
Recently, I've been researching finance, and I got interested. However, all I've done is spend time lurking these forums and other related sites, and I want to move beyond my last minute attitude of "oh, finance sounds pretty cool". Right now, and especially since I'm not in school, I don't have many people to turn to for advice.
So I wanted to ask anyone who is willing to help, on what I should do for the rest of the year. maybe I should start with ainternship?