Instant crush on stranger?! What is wrong with me

I mean yea I have had those feelings but bro you two didn't even talk don't think you know the first thing about her or that yall would fall in love. I mean you surely find her attractive physically but everything else is just your imagination and generally you will imagine people being better than they are. 

Why were you scared to approach her? 

what was she like? where did u see her

It feels kind of good in a hopeless way. There was this really pretty Asian girl I saw on campus once maybe twice who wore these really tight jeans and I really wanted to do something about it but didn’t. Never saw her again.

Congrats. You just proved you're human. You'd be weird if you never felt that way at some point in your life. And like Isaiah said, just be yourself if you get to see her again. And no, you're not a creeper if you think about what it is that put you in the same room as her and see if you can't make it happen again. When you do, no acts, no gimmicks. Except maybe a gimmicky opener to get her attention.

lucky man, only get feelings when im drunk about to smash. get some thoughts about getting her pregnant and having kids then how beautiful that would be. 

but then I pound that shit and nut and look at her like she's some kind of nuisance 

Don't look as rejection as a possible outcome. View success as you trying. You miss 100% of the shots you don't take. 

One of the benefits about dressing the best you can when you leave the house (social acceptance).  It builds the confidence to approach others, and smile!  

Shoot your shot, but do so in your best possible status.

I know that feeling. Happened to me when I was 14 (yeah, I know, hormonal teenagers, but this is different). I was on a one week exchange in France and we were spending a day in a French middle school and suddenly, I see this girl walk across the yard. In this moment, I thought to myself “this is the one”. I’d never had that feeling before and I haven’t had it since and I still feel it every time I see pictures of her or hear of her.

Because there’s actually a lot more to the story: on the school exchange, she befriended one of my closest female friends because both of them wanted to do a more long-term exchange. So two times, this girl came to my school in Germany and went to our classes for a month and naturally, I had a lot to do with her because she was always sitting with us, but you know how 15 year old teenagers are. I was one of the popular kids but when it came to her I was really shy, so we texted a lot but didn’t talk much, as in, just the two of us. So she became angry because she thought I was some kind of macho trying to seduce her and she was just one of many. So she stopped texting but we still saw each other a lot in school, although the language barrier always made it a bit difficult to have real conversations like you would have with a friend.

Then, because her sister and my sister were interested in doing an exchange as well, it actually came to the point where her sister stayed with us for a month a couple of times and when her family came to pick her up the girl that I have that crush on always came along as well. We could never talk alone though, because I had in the meantime lived in France for a year and spoke French so I always had to translate between the two families.

Now, I am currently on my year abroad in Paris and she lives in Paris as well. I literally saw her once across the street when I was sitting in a café with friends. I have contemplated a lot contacting her but I haven’t spoken to her in years. We only follow each other on Instagram. Last August, her sister lived with my family in Germany for a couple of weeks but I wasn’t there so I haven’t actually seen her in years either (both of the sisters live in Paris). Also, I think that even though my crush’s German is actually really good and my French is rusty but okay as well, I am not sure whether we could truly have meaningful conversations if we met each other.

Any tips or advice would be greatly appreciated.

Maybe you just need to open up to new people, go looking for people who look similar to hang out with, see if there's a "scene" you fit in with that you never knew about. Go on an adventure is the gest of what I'm getting at.