A bit of a long post, but would appreciate any advice. For the last 5 months or so, I've been feeling extremely lonely and unhappy, specifically at the end ofand also going through a really bad breakup right after. I guess nothing really hit me until after the internship due to the long hours and a sense of purpose/structure around my life and being around people I genuinely liked, but then once that ended, the breakup hit me like nothing else.
I went through the grieving process of the breakup and found she got a new bf already. I've been moving on and doing better as time passes. During this time, I focused on FT recruiting and my last semester of classes. I pulled an offer so recruiting stopped occupying any of my time and classes didn't either due to only having to take a couple easy ones for graduation credits. However, during this time I felt like I was just rotting away in my apartment, just waiting for the weekend where I'd go out and get hammered at a club.
I don't mind going out on the weekends too much since I enjoy that, but I absolutely hate the fact that I've just been lying in bed all day and I'm greatly unhappy doing so for the rest 5-6 days of the week. I really need to figure out what to do espcailly because now I don't even have classes anymore and have 5 months to kill before work starts.
The strange thing is that I never felt this unhappy when I was in a relationship despite feeling bored at times. I'm spending part of my free time traveling but I'm still paying rent for my apartment in NYC and feel that's where I need to be in order to find a gf. As of now, I'd just like some possible advice/suggestions on what I could be doing to fill my time or give me a least some sense of purpose/structure. I don't want to take another internship as thats not gonna do much good for me. Thanks.