Please somebody help me with advice, I beg you
My depression is getting worse over this issue and i've started day drinking by myself which is the state I am writing this in.
I don't have the funds to continue my MFin Program and i've already secured aAnalyst offer at a global bank after an internship this summer. This led to a fight with my family that put me out of commission for several weeks as I tried to find a part time job (i wasn't able to). This time of turmoil led to my grades dropping significantly and now I have classes I am pretty sure I am going to fail.
To make matters worse i recently learnt the "1 year masters" program I joined isn't really 1 year as it was advertised. You need a very specific background in STEM for you to be able to complete it in that time. So even if i get back on my feet, which i keep trying and failing at, I still woudln't finish my masters in time for the Grad program next summer.
What should I do? Should I tell the bank and hope they hire me off cycle? Will i still be eligible to start? Will my offer be rescinded?
My whole fam went broke this year due to a major illness hospitalization and death in the family and I was meant to pick up the torch from my dad who should have retired so I feel so ashamed of myself and realised I kinda hate myself now which I never thought I would get to. Recently a girl told me she liked me and I felt so much self hate I couldn't even make a move, I just shook her hand.
My family is advising me to not say anything since my offer letter only mentions a bachelors as a prerequisite. I am considering reaching out to a banker who thought I did really well in the internship but I don't want to come across as a loser or unlucky and I think this is unprofessional since we weren't friends by a stretch.