This job makes me hate myself…….
Analyst 1 here (early starter & interned with the team for 2 summers).
Has been pulling consecutive 90+ hours for the past 1.5 months.
I am absolutely trying my best, but I still struggle on some more technical asks, and also when peopleme, I start to lose my ground, and make mistakes like, updated the deck on the wrong version.
I am just so internally exhausted, and I have to work through Thanksgiving holiday… I feel like a dumbass and very unhappy with my life. But I do want to finish my analyst years.
How can I stop hating myself and be better at this job?