The life story of a dreaming monkey:

Hello,

I am going to tell a little about myself to you folks in hopes that I can gain more knowledge through this site. To start things off I want to say thank you all for all your content and post, I've been secretly scrounging around for advice on Wall Street Oasis for a couple months now.

During my time from elementary school to high school I never had the most outstanding grades. My teachers had always told my parents that I had A.D.D. and that they should place me on medication to correct my problem. My parents always refused to put me on medication, especially my father. I had mixed feelings about there decision later on in life but I know they where looking out for my health. As previously mentioned I never had stellar grades and that really took a bite out of my academic confidence. When I got to high school I excelled in all my science and history classes but never really payed attention and therefor; never took school seriously. I have always loved science and history, I practically grew up watching only the history channel and science channel with my father. But, my decisions in high school where not the best. I would skip school to go smoke weed with my friends, I would stay up late on school nights, and party on the weekends. I never did my homework and I barely even showed up to school. My actions took a toll on my high school career. I wasn't going to walk with my class and I was destine to be a super senior. I then decided my best option was to drop out of high school and get my "good enough diploma". Of course being 17 I didn't learn from my actions or decisions and my choices continued after attaining my G.E.D.

After I turned 18 years old and working a couple of odd jobs, I got a job at a warehouse making around 16/hr. I thought I had made it, I was set, nothing could stop me! Once again, I was dead wrong. I started to regret my decisions that I had made during high school. A year flew by on the job and I started to think about how much I f'ed my life up. Envy filled my mind and heart as I saw all my high school classmates completing there diplomas and going to state college and some going to out of state college. I saw them grow into the things I wanted for myself and the sight of all this made it really hard to know what I had done to my own life through my own decisions. I had a job that I hated, picking up and setting down boxes on pallets all day. It is back breaking mindless work and I am at awe to the guys that have stayed their for over 20 years. After about another year on the job I had an at work accident which resulted in a crashed pallet jack and I got drug tested. It took a week to get my results back and I had obviously failed but during that week I had taken a real hard look at my life. The things I saw where not pretty. I had no job, a G.E.D., and no relevant experience in anything outside of warehousing.

Fast forwarding a couple of months after getting fired, I got a job at another warehouse that offered four 10 hour shifts. I decided that I had enough with the bull-spit in my life. I quit doing drugs, I quit hanging out with the people that had a bad influence on me and my life, and I decided to apply at my local community college. I took two course but decided halfway through to drop them because my work and school was just too much to handle. I knew I would have to give up my new warehouse job so after eight months I quit to go to college full time to fulfill my goals and dreams. I had gained an interest in business over my time in warehousing. I always dreamed about what it would be like to be my own boss and own my own business.

About a couple of months later I got a job at big brown. I know it's warehousing but it's part time and they have a tuition assistance program that helps me pay for my schooling. I have been going to school ever since I started working for brown. I have gained an immense interest in Finance over this past year and I have decided that a degree in finance is going to be best for me. Aviation interest me a lot and I am still considering starting my own business (in aviation) or go into some banking field. Anyways I have Intel at my backdoor with internships, I have Nike at my front door with internships. I also have Boeing, Russell Investments, and a couple small investment firms here and in Seattle that offer internships. I am going to try to get into University of Washington after my community college is complete and If I can't I will go to University of Portland instead. I think my first try at an internship will be with Intel, they have a fiance internship and that rotational internship that takes you through accounting, finance, and management I think..?

I look back on my life and I see the stupidity. I see where I was, where I am, and where I want to be. I can only hope to gain more knowledge throughout my life. I hope to achieve everything I want and know I can clearly see the path on how to do so. With hard work I hope to do anything I put my mind to.

Thanks for reading,
C.W.

"Great minds discuss ideas; average minds discuss events; small minds discuss people." -- Eleanor Roosevelt

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TheDayDreamingMonkey

Hello,

I am going to tell a little about myself to you folks in hopes that I can gain more knowledge through this site. To start things off I want to say thank you all for all your content and post, I've been secretly scrounging around for advice on Wall Street Oasis for a couple months now.

During my time from elementary school to high school I never had the most outstanding grades. My teachers had always told my parents that I had A.D.D. and that they should place me on medication to correct my problem. My parents always refused to put me on medication, especially my father. I had mixed feelings about there decision later on in life but I know they where looking out for my health. As previously mentioned I never had stellar grades and that really took a bite out of my academic confidence. When I got to high school I excelled in all my science and history classes but never really payed attention and therefor; never took school seriously. I have always loved science and history, I practically grew up watching only the history channel and science channel with my father. But, my decisions in high school where not the best. I would skip school to go smoke weed with my friends, I would stay up late on school nights, and party on the weekends. I never did my homework and I barely even showed up to school. My actions took a toll on my high school career. I wasn't going to walk with my class and I was destine to be a super senior. I then decided my best option was to drop out of high school and get my "good enough diploma". Of course being 17 I didn't learn from my actions or decisions and my choices continued after attaining my G.E.D.

After I turned 18 years old and working a couple of odd jobs, I got a job at a warehouse making around 16/hr. I thought I had made it, I was set, nothing could stop me! Once again, I was dead wrong. I started to regret my decisions that I had made during high school. A year flew by on the job and I started to think about how much I f'ed my life up. Envy filled my mind and heart as I saw all my high school classmates completing there diplomas and going to state college and some going to out of state college. I saw them grow into the things I wanted for myself and the sight of all this made it really hard to know what I had done to my own life through my own decisions. I had a job that I hated, picking up and setting down boxes on pallets all day. It is back breaking mindless work and I am at awe to the guys that have stayed their for over 20 years. After about another year on the job I had an at work accident which resulted in a crashed pallet jack and I got drug tested. It took a week to get my results back and I had obviously failed but during that week I had taken a real hard look at my life. The things I saw where not pretty. I had no job, a G.E.D., and no relevant experience in anything outside of warehousing.

Fast forwarding a couple of months after getting fired, I got a job at another warehouse that offered four 10 hour shifts. I decided that I had enough with the bull-spit in my life. I quit doing drugs, I quit hanging out with the people that had a bad influence on me and my life, and I decided to apply at my local community college. I took two course but decided halfway through to drop them because my work and school was just too much to handle. I knew I would have to give up my new warehouse job so after eight months I quit to go to college full time to fulfill my goals and dreams. I had gained an interest in business over my time in warehousing. I always dreamed about what it would be like to be my own boss and own my own business.

About a couple of months later I got a job at big brown. I know it's warehousing but it's part time and they have a tuition assistance program that helps me pay for my schooling. I have been going to school ever since I started working for brown. I have gained an immense interest in Finance over this past year and I have decided that a degree in finance is going to be best for me. Aviation interest me a lot and I am still considering starting my own business (in aviation) or go into some banking field. Anyways I have Intel at my backdoor with internships, I have Nike at my front door with internships. I also have Boeing, Russell Investments, and a couple small investment firms here and in Seattle that offer internships. I am going to try to get into University of Washington after my community college is complete and If I can't I will go to University of Portland instead. I think my first try at an internship will be with Intel, they have a fiance internship and that rotational internship that takes you through accounting, finance, and management I think..?

I look back on my life and I see the stupidity. I see where I was, where I am, and where I want to be. I can only hope to gain more knowledge throughout my life. I hope to achieve everything I want and know I can clearly see the path on how to do so. With hard work I hope to do anything I put my mind to.

Thanks for reading,
C.W.

"Great minds discuss ideas; average minds discuss events; small minds discuss people." -- Eleanor Roosevelt

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It truly is never too late to do anything in our lives. There are older generations that go to my community college that keep me inspired to continue my education. Thanks for the luck!

C.W.
 

OP, are you going to try getting medicated for your ADD now?

Sounds like you have turned shit around. Best of luck.

"For I am a sinner in the hands of an angry God. Bloody Mary full of vodka, blessed are you among cocktails. Pray for me now and at the hour of my death, which I hope is soon. Amen."
 

Yes, I AM going to see a doctor. Based on what they say; I will know if what my past teachers and myself have always thought was true. I AM still trying to get things straight in my life and thank you for the luck!

C.W.
 

Sounds a lot like my story. If you're interested in Intel's Finance Rotation Program, check out the Corporate Corral. A lot of related discussions there.

Also, their program is a lot more "normal" than other rotationals. For full-time they have you rotate about every 1.5-2 years which is about the standard for most financial analyst positions at major companies. Not sure if that matters to you.

Also, WSO has a guide to FDPs here: //www.wallstreetoasis.com/guide/finance-development-programs-an-overview-…-fldps

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I like your avatar, I just watched Austin Powers today. haha I took a look at the Corporate Corral today and it has a lot of interesting forums. I will have to dive deeper when I have a little more time. Thanks for the WSO link also!

C.W.
 

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