How long did it take for things to click?

Come from a mid-BB M&A group and currently a 1st year associate at an UMM ($8bn+) and having major imposter syndrome / dreading work.

Felt that at my bank I had good rapport and found the work to be relatively easy (aside from the long hours) and was rated top bucket. But the past ~3 months since I've been at my new firm I find myself struggling and confidence dropping (i.e., simple mistakes, drowning on the various DD workstreams, thinking like an associate vs analyst) and WFH surely hasn't helped either with building rapport with my team.

So those who have felt the above, does it get better? Maybe I'm just overthinking this but just wanted to put it out there.

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I'm only a prospect but I've been told that PE associates take anywhere from 6-9 months to consistently be a net positive to their teams. Given that you started online as well, I'm sure ramping up will take even longer. Cut yourself some slack, I'm sure your perception of the situation is wayyyyyy worse than it really is.
Keep your head down, focus on learning from your mistakes and keep a positive attitude. You'll be fine.

 

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