Anyone else low-key want the world to end?
After work and on my days off I don't do much except for networking(which makes me feel like a sycophantic hack), listening to emo music, and jacking off to porn. I have a couple women that have been courting me, and have asked me out but I've denied them all because I don't really see the point. I feel like once you've been with one beautiful woman, you've been with them all. Especially since I spent an entire year and almost all my savings fucking my favorite pornstars when they came to my city.
I'm not depressed or anything, I'm just tired of the monotony of life, I'm tired of doing things that millions of people before me have done. I often think of the "Tears in Rain" monologue from the film Blade Runner, because I feel like it encapsulates what I want from life:
I've seen things you people wouldn't believe. Attack ships on fire off the shoulder of Orion. I watched C-beams glitter in the dark near the Tannhäuser Gate. All those moments will be lost in time, like tears in rain. Time to die.
Now of course I don't aspire to live in some dystopian sci-fi future, but I'd really like to a live an exciting life, filled with moments that other people have never and will never see. But the odds of that happening are pretty slim. I'm pretty young(early 20's) so whenever I discuss this with friends they say that life is just getting started and that because of the rate at which technology is progressing, we'll all have the chance to have a plethora of "unique" experiences , but I'm still pretty skeptical. But sadly since I'm not suicidal I guess I'll just have to wait and see.
Hopefully WW3 kicks off in our lifetime or something, that'd be a true sight to see... I might even enlist.
When the first reports of COVID started trickling in, I was secretly excited that some kind of apocalyptic scenario might unfold. But it soon became clear that it was just a moderately bad virus, not an existential threat, and the severe response to it made life even lamer than normal.
I thought it would end the woke scourge. And it did - for a few months. But then it came back worse than ever with the death of Our Martyred Crackhead.
I've been secretly calling him a crackhead for months lmap...I'm glad I won't be alone in Hell
The UFO report was existential, but nobody cared.
Do a dopamine fast. It will work wonders.
This. Cut out the porn completely for an extended period of time and you might start to enjoy the little things in life again.
I don't want the world to end so some dumbass hick can live out his Punisher fantasy. However, I'm sure Somalia or South Sudan are in need of skilled immigrants, why don't you move there?
"Some dumbass hick" lol. Your rootless and... let's just call it "globalist" contempt for the common American person is disgusting.
If you hate the people of this country so much, i'm sure there are places you could move to. In fact, there's one place where you would almost certainly be guaranteed admission.
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Rootless cosmopolitan? I'm being called a Jew again, just cause I like air conditioning and supply chains
using phrases like "rootless cosmopolitan" is like the international "i don't get laid enough and this upsets me" bat signal
I'm the exact same as you. Not depressed, not suicidal, not a Socrates either, just genuinely bored with life and questioning why it is I live the same boring, monotonous life every single day. When I was in high school it was the high salary of bankers that motivated me to get into a target and aim for IB. When I was in college I felt a bit of confusion, but nonetheless continued to strive towards my goal. But now? I literally see no point to this life. I spend each day more or less alone in my apartment doing the same thing, and it's gotten to a point where I fully welcome any apocalyptic WWIII-esque fallout. As Murakami confides in his magnum opus 1Q84, "Everyone, deep in their hearts, is waiting for the end of the world to come."
Op, get a RASP contract and join the army.
Srs(coming from a veteran).
New proxy wars should kick off soon.
Despite the whole ptsd meme combat is ironically fun and and a rush. Dudes get addicted to it and keep reenlisting because the no deployment life sucks.
Never felt more alive than on a deployment srs
Damn
You guys sound like basement-dwelling losers
Basically true, except I dwell in a luxury high rise in NYC
There is no way you are living in a luxury high rise in NYC on a first year analyst’s salary. Even with the recent salary bumps, you would fall short of the minimum income requirement to rent the smallest unit in a luxury high rise building in NYC
Try surfing. It will bring you to life.
it's amazing how hard of a fuck it is to give about anything when you're at that weightless point dropping into a shoulder or coming back down from hitting the lip
don't like what you see? get back to nature, it's still sick
plus it's pumping in most of the east coast right now!
Swear everyone here surfs
Anyway, same goes for climbing, brought me back to life for sure.
no, I don't want the world to end
but i'm also not severely autistic so your mileage may vary
How do you fuck your favorite pornstars? Can we get a link for that? Sounds fkin awesome
A lot of pornstars escort, you just have to email them
Please kindly elaborate
Yea getting a pornstar is not too hard. Stricter screening and way higher cost obviously. Don’t think it’s worth it as you can get another similar high end provider with the PS experience for half the price
More of a novelty thing for me. Fucking Sara Jay after jacking off to her for almost 10 years was an exhilarating experience.
Why would you want to fuck such a creature
Especially if you're paying. Jesus christ, this post makes more sense when you find out the porn stars he's banging. No wonder he's not fulfilled.
Yeah
Honestly if I don't make it by 30 (I want to start my business) I'll just say fuck it and move to Africa to become a local warlord because why not
Warlord life sounds exhilarating TBH
Sounds like you would benefit from having more family contact. Maybe try FaceTiming your family once a week.
https://www.yourbrainonporn.com/miscellaneous-resources/start-here-evol…
Every Psychology professor I talked to in college said that the jury is still out on the long term effects of porn.
You had multiple psych professors… as in you were a psych major? And you asked your psych professors if excessive porn fucks with your brain?
The story’s becoming clearer.
How did you go about banging your favorite pornstars when they came into town? Asking for a friend.
Same here
Thank you Patrick, very cool!
You are. Very welcomed Monty!
Patrick really needs to do something about the dramatic influx of pathetic incels flooding this website.
Not the world because most of the world is alright.
Just the degenerate Zionist Anglosphere.
Oh shit he said it
Dangerously based
Every other post is about providers nowadays. The incels on this site…
Visit some third world country in revolt and fight with the rebels. This is a serious comment if you're legitimately wanting war-like excitement in your life.
Afghanniisstaaannn baby
Well, truthfully it seems there's no real rebellion force to join because the men in their country don't don't care to fight for their homeland, so may have to find another country that the CIA is eyeing for gov't installation.
sounds like you need some LSD homie
Can confirm, helped me a lot
Go to church
we don't need any goths in our tranny army thanks.
Yes...in fact, I wish for it every week..
"...I look forward to the resurrection of the dead and the life of the world to come. Amen."
Senseless hedonism has gotten you nowhere. Sounds counter intuitive, but take all the pleasure out of your life and do the basics. Also, get involved with a community of any kind.
I felt somewhat similar then I decided to go on leave, cut out social media, sugar, porn, sex, masturbation, drugs for 3 months and was involved in a with a summer camp teaching kids. It literally changed my life. Everything felt pleasurable, especially music, food and conversations, I’d regularly laugh to the point of tears and feel much more passion about everything I did.
As I’ve gotten closer to my regular pattern I’ve noticed some of these benefits start to wane, but I still feel so much better than I did at baseline. You don’t have to go crazy like I did, but some form of dopamine reset could be useful to you.
It took Jeffrey Epstein places
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