Graduated in December, moved back to my parents' because I'm a worthless human being. Have applied to ~500 jobs, have had 10 phone interviews, 1 in-person interview. Have contacted ~80 alumni, barely any responses. Day after day, its the same fucking thing. Sending my resume/application into a black hole, refreshing my email, looking at LinkedIn/Indeed, etc. I have read the WSO networking and behavioral guide, talked to an interview coach, etc.
My parents live in the middle of fucking nowhere and I'm applying to jobs all over the country. Such a demoralizing process. I've lost any bit of hope. I started drinking a 6-pack of piss water beer every night and playing video games to keep myself somewhat sane. Deleted all social media so I don't have to see people live non-miserable lives. I barely even talk to anyone anymore. Life is pointless and I don't know how much longer I can handle living like this.