I’m obsessive and it worked (but possibly unhealthy?)

I always knew I wanted to do banking. I come from a middle class family and a semi/non-target. I went 3 for 3 on superdays, ultimately signing an S+ tier group/shop (GS / JPM / MS / CVP / EVR).

It all worked out and I got the best offer in my school’s history. During recruiting all I thought about was recruiting (even while eating out with friends or on family vacation, I’d literally be running technicals in my head etc). After signing, all I think about is recruiting. I’ve never been so obsessive.

I’d consider myself a pretty normal person who is social. But I feel like this recruiting process (although it all worked out and paid off in the end) has rewired my brain chemistry.

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Was in a similar boat in college - definitely went away or meaningfully different after ~3 years of banking. make sure you channel your energy wisely, take enough breaks to the extent you can and balance ups and downs. careers aren't a 3-6 month sprint memorizing flashcards, so would suggest looking through lens of long term / decades long "obsession." also likely a leading driver in why most bankers fall off within a few years.  

 

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