In terrible spot right now
After many attempts to make myself feel better, I just can't fill the void that's inside me. I'm tired of fighting and pretending things are going to be better. I don't want to feel anything anymore. I've been suffering for years now and I'm ready to give up. Yes, I called the hotline and I didn't enjoy the conversation I has. It felt staged.
Im begging you, can someone please talk to me and just hear me out for once? I don't have many friends and I'm pretty much alone when it comes to family. I want this to stop.