Convicted felon

2 years ago I was arrested. I just plead guilty about 8 months ago to sending threats across state lines. I was a a senior vp asset manager in one of the 3 biggest cities in the u.s. I am 37 years old and so probably am asking you guys who are all largely much much much younger so wouldn’t really even know (don’t mean that arrogantly at all I’m just old as f$$$ its sad)

But it’s a felony. I’m cooked. I resigned right when they arrested me and made up some shit about medical reasons. I was at a trillion TRILLION dollar bank. Commercial real estate asset management was my life and identity. I talked shit in emails to someone talking shit to me and because we lived in different states it became a federal matter and I got cooked insanely.

This ha simply pure desperation. I have worked with reputation management firms I have paid like 19 thousand on them and on other weird people to hire that I didn’t know existed for situations like this

It all does t matter no one really knows or can say anything other then ur pretty much cooked. You have to pivot into sales or something

So this is just pure desperation and like a last ditch attempt with my half as explanation - I mean I couldn’t never explain it all in a post but dude I literally got insanely fu££ed over for the dumbest shyt ever it’s actually insane.

And so I’m just bouncing out pretty soon if I can’t get some semblance of a career and life again in what I have been doing since college, and I truly love this ultra rare nerdy niche of CRE asset management and it’s literally everything I know and love and I was good at it

But so like

It’s gone now

I don’t care that I was at one of the largest trillion dollar companies you could be at - mean I care it wicks to lose that but if I could just work anywhere in the field I really wouldn’t care. Like this is all I know and I love
It

Anyways it’s all gone not even a small shop would take me

I mean

Like

right?

I have been out there applying for jobs and at different places and jobs my whole career been doing this like 15 years so it’s so depressing but I I even already know lol and ur prolly all young as f$$$

So you also prolly are just like what an awkward and weird and pathetic situation to be in

Yea man me too I never in my worst year imagined I would become a
Convicted felon right before 40 this is INSANE

Sorry I’m hammered

Before I off myself I should exhaust every option

I’m a convicted felon for life a federal felony dudes “sending threats across state lines” never even saw the person in person in 5 years and they were saying the exact same shit to me they just report me first but in any case 2 people going off on each other talking shit to each other for a couple of months via email - they hit you with a felony for that?SERO SERI ZERO criminal record NOTHING first time non violent offender productive member of society 37 years have mba from top school had top job at top company and now what? Now fucking what ?
I pivot to better if a salesmen in warehouse materials or something ?

I’ll be dead soon

But
Maybe a fluke happens and someone here suggests
Something and it leads to something lol

I’m cooked

Bye