Trading desk not willing to teach me
I am a trading analyst working in rates trading for a
I was in sales before and I know the job is different, but it feels like in sales they really wanted to teach me and get the best out of me and make me become the best one in the street.
Here in trading, I know that my seniors have to manage their book and don’t have time to explain me stuff, but it really looks like they don’t want to teach me. They don’t care whether I become a good trader or not, they don’t want to get the best out of me, they just want to use me and take care of the boringstuff.
If I try to ask something I either get shouted or they tell me to go look on Google or read books, and I feel like I’m not learning anything and that I’m just lost. And the more time goes by, the more I fill I should know stuff, and the fact that I don’t know yet makes me fill more and more demoralized, stressed, and makes me lose my confidence.
I tried to speak with them but they say I should learn by myself and I don’t know what to do know. Maybe I am wrong ? Maybe I was simply lucky before in my previous team because the truth is BB is this one?