Broke down in front of my mom tonight
Been sick as a dog getting only 6 hours of sleep all week. Worked last night (Friday) till midnight, woke up at 7:30 am to work, have more work waiting for me tomorrow morning.
Was on the phone with my mom and she started nagging me about something really stupid and I just completely lost it. Just couldn't stop crying. Idk what this job is but it's really starting to change me… and I'm only 5 fucking months in.
But I need the money, and lateral market is shit so don't know where to go. I really do respect all of you who can bite down on that stick and grind this thing out. I really do. I wish I were more like you. But I'm not. And it really sucks sometimes