Why do I feel like an absolute idiot
About a month into my new PE gig and man am I struggling… I just got thrown into it without much / any training and feel like I’m under water already.
I show up at 8:30am, work til 1am and don’t feel like I can leave my desk for more than 5 minutes.
I was top bucket both years and received outstanding feedback (and honestly kinda liked the job) - I never would’ve thought the transition would be this difficult.
I genuinely feel like I’m staffed on too much this early and don’t have enough time to figure out what any of these businesses actually do (putting in multiple IoIs and my portco has an absurd amount of activity) and I’m still trying to figure out the general infrastructure / where things exist / best practices, etc.
Are other people this busy for August, let alone as a new joiner, or is this abnormal?
How do I navigate this? I feel like I’m spinning my wheels on so much because I don’t know what my teams expect & no one gives guidance and it doesn’t really feel like there’s an open forum for questions.
I know it’ll get better with time but it feels a little soul crushing looking down this path cause it has felt equivalent to my worst weeks in banking.
Based on the most helpful WSO content, here are some insights and advice to help you navigate your current situation:
Common Experiences for New Joiners
Tips for Navigating the Transition
Patience and Persistence:
Proactive Learning:
Seek Guidance:
Manage Expectations:
Work-Life Balance:
Encouragement
By following these tips and giving yourself time to adjust, you’ll likely find that the transition becomes more manageable. Good luck!
Sources: New guy, leaving at 5 because I don't have anything to do. MD is pissed., New guy, leaving at 5 because I don't have anything to do. MD is pissed., Is my start to new job normal? Paid to do nothing, PE Recruiting 2020 Information Thread, Summer 2018 PE Recruiting has begun
Same boat, I just started in August and feel the same way. I keep telling myself to remember the feeling of when I was a first year analyst in IB and was clueless, and that confidence will come with time and reps. But I’m underwater.
Been trying to catch up on sleep and get ahead of every week on the weekends, and just keep improving and taking feedback constructively. It’s hard and exhausting. At least I feel like I’m learning a ton.
Was the same experience for me during my first 6-9 months. Things really started to get better afterwards. The thing is, when you join a PE firm as a Junior Associate, (i) folks usually just dump everything on you (=higher workload than usual), (ii) want to drill you (=more pressure than usual) and (iii) you are simply just not plug-and-play yet (=lower awareness how to get things done). These dynamics really subside after some time and it was really only after my first year, that I felt being part of the firm. I personally also pondered many many times to quit within my first year. That feeling is now gone - you can make it too!
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