I want to quit already…
Sorry for the rant I just need to vent.
It's only been a month since I started but I already want to quit, the hours are not the only issue, it's the shitty instructions I'm given for each task by my MBA associate/most vps, the shitty culture at the firm and industry overall, and not learning as much as other finance experiences I have had.
I miss having some type of social life, I miss being able to date and workout during the week. I'm miserable since I started and my work has been shit because I seriously just don't care anymore. I worked hard to get here but this isn't it, and I don't dream of moving to pe or anything glamorous that justifies slaving away for two years. I'm so fucking frustrated that I'm given work every second by this douche bag associate with 0 instructions and a tight deadline who refuses to help out thinking I should know this stuff already. Even when I ask him for help, his instructions are useless because he also doesn't have a clue. When reaching out to my vp for help he just tells me to fuck off and ask my juniors which makes me spend so much time asking around to see who is willing to help (most people don't know or don't want to help) I hate this non collaborative aspect so much, why tf is my group so fucking unfriendly. Just fucking explain to me once so I can sleep before 4 for once!!
I really just want to quit, I don't see a point in sticking around in something I hate with a passion. My experience last summer wasn't bad because I had a great helpful team, starting full time has been a night and day difference.