No urge what so ever

Have been living with my gf for 5 month now, since the virus shutting down the city.

Waking up everyday with her and stuck in the apartment 24/7 is just too much - sex is like something happened in the 1930s.

Every time I thought “do I want to have .... ?”
Then the whole scene got played in my head like a Guy Ritchie movie - nah not really.

Thought the internship might help a bit - distance create love.
But now since it gone virtual, I have to find new reasons every day just to take extras long shit for some hub-time.

Thoughts?

 
Prospect:
Then the whole scene got played in my head like a Guy Ritchie movie - nah not really.
Sounds like depersonalization. Stop having routine sex.
 

I get it. Engaging with people is a bother, even when it´s your GF, and sometimes you just don´t want to do the deed out of some obligation. Maybe it´s depression, maybe desensitization, maybe depersonalization, who knows, but I guess you should try to get her to understand.

 

Try to spice it up. Like see how it feels if she is with someone else and how they are treating her. Might make you feel jealous and that you need her. Just make sure that person doesn't...

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Will update my computer soon and leave Incognito so I will disappear forever. How did I achieve Neanderthal by trolling? Some people are after me so need to close account for safety.
 

Maybe we could still make it to the church steps

“The three most harmful addictions are heroin, carbohydrates, and a monthly salary.” - Nassim Taleb
 

Go for a run and run your fucking brains out. Repeat.

"If you always put limits on everything you do, physical or anything else, it will spread into your work and into your life. There are no limits. There are only plateaus, and you must not stay there, you must go beyond them." - Bruce Lee
 

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"If you always put limits on everything you do, physical or anything else, it will spread into your work and into your life. There are no limits. There are only plateaus, and you must not stay there, you must go beyond them." - Bruce Lee

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