Should I just end it all?Subscribe
Another SA here who didn’t get a return. I get what’s been said, not the end of the world, could be much worse, still opportunities, use it as motivation to keep going etc etc. Sure, but at this point I have nothing. Have to use the money I made to pay for school. Don’t really have any support, I’m just exhausted at this point after grinding so hard to be thrown back out to recruit during a recession. Don’t see the point to live like this.
Feel like complete shit as I hustled really hard just to get the role and the most that came out of it is really just slightly less loans I have to take on for the coming year (a lot of loans in the first place too). If anything I feel like it’s worse than getting a summer offer in the first place as now any other FT spot is going to first thing ask me if I got converted and I’ll look like shit.
Anyway not even sure why I’m typing this all of it out. Maybe a last cry for help or second thoughts before I end it all. Who knows, I’m sure that one guy whose been shitting on these interns all day will be here to push me to make the move.