How has IB changed you?
I have been in the role now for 10 months, sometimes good, sometimes shit.
But I've noticed changes to myself, noteably:
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Bit more short tempered, feel less tolerant when things go south
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I like quarter zip jumpers, alot more than before, feel like its all I buy now
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I do feel more anxious and cautious on work
What kind of changes have you noticed since working, or for the older folks what changes have you felt over time?
Could you pm me? Sorry to hear about the impact of the job but would also like to learn a bit more about what it's like especially since you started not too long ago.
Sure
Been in the industry for 9 months and the one thing that really strikes me is how my working hours scale has completely changed.
When I happen to finish earlier than midnight (not that it does that often but It happens) I feel sort of bad/weird/anxious about finishing what is considered early in this industry.
It is a weird feeling as if finishing at that time wasn’t legitimate or simply does not feel normal anymore.
I felt this big time. It was magnified when we were in the office and you got the rare days where your MD's were traveling, the VPs fucked off at 6, and me and our analyst were able to wrap up around 8 (happened a handful of times in 2 years). It felt like we were getting away with murder. Always a classic walking past all the other analysts on the way to the elevator bank enduring endless "oh half day today fellas?" chirps.
This is by far the worst part of banking by far. I felt like it was somewhat better during WFH, but know it is definitely coming back.
Anxiety is crazy in this job. Teams notification sound literally makes my heart skip a beat (in a bad way) and slight panicky.
Some ppl say you will either put on unhealthy weight or lose unhealthy weight going into IB, I am the latter.
Hang in there, hope it gets better for you soon.
Constant anxiety, weight loss, pre-hypertension, constant lack of sleep, complete inability to engage in hobbies I was once passionate about, general unhappiness - but hey I get to say I’m an INVESTMENT BANKER :)
Indeed. You are Associate, you must of achieved a lot and gone through a lot!
I left IBD a long time ago (I am in PE/VC after many years of BB work), but I think this sums it up
- less time for hobbies and dropped many interests years ago
- less time for family members and their issues, inclusive of parents
- I have never met some of my family members
- I was engaged several times but never made it to church (due to lack of time)
- no family on my own, no kids, no cats
Thank you for your insight. Is it better on the other side?
I would say yes, but it is a combination of being on the other side but also being more senior. in our PE shop the investment partners are supposed to run their teams like their own business. So it is very entrepreneurial, free, flexible, etc.
I miss my BB days, because it does provide the structure and knowledge needed when you are less senior and still learning so much. But once you are done with that, I'd argue anyone with a penchant for business development/generating fees, and the ambition to hunt down people and companies.. you'd be better off outside of a BB.
I call B fucking S. Why?
If you were unable to get married then either you did not care to (I assume) or you are a total bitch to work. If the latter, what are you doing with your life?!
My employers and I agreed to an international career and I rotated through eight countries in total. I offered my fiance to join me on this adventure - after an initial yes, they rejected the idea of being away from their family and friends on a permanent basis.
What I learned from this is that marriage and family probably work better if I would settle down. Which I haven't done yet.
These answers are depressing.
lmfao ib sucks
I am a lot shorter tempered with my wife than I would like to be.
SB'd for being introspective enough to realize what your flaws are.
And you for identifying self awareness when you see it
Interesting. My wife is more short tempered than I like her to be.
No energy for anything outside of work. Even if I have a Sunday where I can manage to do something I enjoy I feel way too mentally exhausted to do anything other than stay home which = weight gain = weakening friendships. Leaving post bonus and have a month off before my next gig so hoping to find myself again then.
All I can say is that you aren't alone. I hope it gets better for you.
In the thick of it, it made me more easily physically sick and out of shape and mentally in a heightened survival mode.
After leaving, it did help grow a thicker skin and more able to deflect unnecessary rude comments. My mistake however was joining a private equity firm, which is now well established most PE shops are "Banking 2.0" in terms of workload and culture. I see myself slipping into how I felt while in banking, but am currently more strong willed to not let it impact me. I haven't necessarily been successful at it so considering more niche opportunities in and out of finance.
Answering from the perspective of post-IB: When I left I had a tough time adjusting to what would be considered a normal work environment. It took a while to shake behavior like immediately prioritizing the latest email, expecting others to respond instantly, sending emails late at night, and generally getting anxious about every task that came my way.
I remember being so taken back about asking someone for XYZ report on a Thursday and getting a "yes, no problem. I will send you something next week" response. A related point was an increased consideration of others in the organization. Meaning, if I'm working late or catching up on the weekend, I'm not going to blast out emails or reach out to anyone. Many of the people in our company (and the real world) did not sign up to be accosted by an ex-banker with a skewed sense of priority. Recalibrating my understanding of urgency and expectation for others was difficult but I've started to get in a groove with that.
Another consequence of banking, for better or worse, is hyper-attention to the formatting of any deliverable. I would ultimately consider this a positive, as these are good habits, but I've tried to spend less time and energy obsessing over shading, borders, and alignment. Particularly with one-off internal deliverables, I realized I can save a ton of time by just focusing on the relevant information and less so the aesthetic.
It's been a weird trajectory with major changes through IB, but I'm finally regressing to be a more regular and non-neurotic person:
From college to IB:
After IB / into PE
I definitely don't think a lot of people come down to earth after IB, and a lot of those folks end up being the neurotic PE VP that makes everyone's life a living nightmare. But once it sinks in how bullshit the job really is, it ironically becomes easier to interact and function as a more normal person.
Are you still in an nyc PE fund and is it lmm/mm/umm?
"But once it sinks in how bullshit the job really is" Why would you say the job is bullshit lol
Because pushing paper, writing memos I don't give a shit about, and making up numbers that are "based on data" to create unnecessarily complex models every day is boring, stressful, and uninteresting to me. I don't think I'm an outlier in that regard. However, it does pay well, so that's the sacrifice I guess.
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Things I have noticed:
-trouble relating to friends / having things in common because work takes up a lot of my time and people don’t always understand why I don’t want to go out
-this is likely covid / wfh related as well but just generally less social
-used to love to go out now I would rather get rest and relax on weekends
-not in as good of shape but I also haven’t made the time in the last 3 months. I wouldn’t say banking made it impossible to workout but banking made it impossible to workout at a consistent time daily.
-less of a life routine given day is oriented around working
-more respectful of time and have a greater value towards time
-sometimes after working all day I have a really hard time communicating with people more than likey because I want to be left alone and fuck off
-this one is kind of ass: but more stress has equaled to less sex drive. Still horny (although less horny than before) but more inclined to whack vs fuck hahahaha
-wake up in middle of night to check phone to make sure I am not getting fucked by work obligations
-sleeping almost all day on saturdays lol
-generally lazier / less ambitious towards other aspects of my life outside work
-tbh you just got to manage it and take time for yourself and commit to goals. I could probably do things to improve these items I called out above but sometimes as I mentioned I can be a little lazier towards aspects of my life outside work.
How has IB changed me?
Cons: Have lost some friends and some hobbies because I just haven't the time (though I find that I maintain a connection with those people and interests I truly wish to). Health would definitely be better if I wasn't always working and ordering seamless (but with some discipline I am trying to get there). Sometimes it's hard for people to relate - friends will ask me what's up, what have I been up to and the answer is work, which sounds esoteric and overly complicated to some of them. Biggest one, it's hard to find the time to balance this job with this life - 24 hours a day isn't much, and you need to sleep, do chores, work, love your family, practice your hobbies, unwind, exercise etc.
Pros: I love my job. I love the pay and the perks and the name on my card. I love my colleagues and our enterprise. I feel challenged, but also like it's within my power to finesse every day on the desk. I feel like I'm hitting my stride, and I'm doing things that are new and interesting and innovative. I get a kick out of my clients and their problems and it gratifies me to advise them when they need help - it feels great to be called on when they need me. It feels great to see my deal generate a lot of buzz when it hits the press and it feels good when the partners pat me on the back after all is said and done. I appreciate the lifestyle this job affords me. Nothing feels better than giving gifts that make the recipient beam and say "you shouldn't have!". I was able to give my wife a ring as grand as the way I feel about her. I am thankful that I was able to help my mom make ends meet with no sweat that one time she needed an assist after dad died.
Nothing is perfect. The job is a hard one to hold because it takes a lot out of you and requires you to balance a lot of things, practically and emotionally. But I don't know, something feels right when I do it.
Would echo everything others above have said. Particularly during IB I found it harder to relate to my friends (and even girls I dated) the amount of work I had on, the amount of times I got responses like “just leave at 6pm, they can’t fire you for that right?” really irritated me. Looking back I think I acted an bit self-important too - I never thought I was better than my non-IB friends, but equally as an IB analyst/associate you’re ultimately just a cog in the machine. Sure your work is important to a transaction, but the vast majority of the firedrills we had probably wouldn’t have made or broken a deal (ie the deal wouldn’t have fallen apart if I had failed to churn out that evening yet another model sensitivity run).
Since I’ve gotten into PE and my hours have improved (partly due to me being much more experienced, I’m 32 now), I find I’m more relaxed than before. However I’m still quite a different person compared to entering finance. Some peccadillos I still have to this date:
- Being cynical (especially about people). Whilst at heart I’m still generally an optimist, as a college student I was (probably naively) optimistic about everything and everyone. Having worked with finance people for so long however, I’ve become jaded by how relentlessly self-interested most people are. To be fair I think a lot of this is due to age and having a better realization of the world generally (I’m sure most people outside finance are equally self-interested when it comes down to it).
- Hating inefficiencies. Covering everything to poor service at a restaurant to unnecessary queues at airport check-in, I absolutely hate it when people don’t seem to be able to do their job with at least basic competence. I realize that’s probably an unfair standard to hold people to (given restaurant servers are on minimum wage) but having worked in IB/PE for so long I can’t help it. Equally when I have long conversations with friends and family about a decision or choice that needs to be made, and the conversation ends up becoming really repetitive/circular - I have limited patience for those unnecessarily long debates.
- Always a bit on edge. Partly because you know emails/fire-drills can come anytime in the evening or at the weekend, and partly on a bigger scale. By bigger scale I really mean job security - as a 32yr old making $300k+ I’m obviously doing well by most people’s standards, but I can’t help thinking that finance careers are more like NFL careers than regular jobs (in that you’re earning a lot but can get cut at anytime, and struggle to get back to that salary). I realize people have long careers in finance, but you’re always worrying about being able to make that progression from associate to VP, VP to Director and so on.
But yeah overall I have no (or at least limited) regrets. As others correctly said in the recent “high finance is bullshit” thread - most regular jobs have a very high degree of BS in them, and both pay a lot less and are a lot less interesting/varied on a day-to-day basis. So can’t complain overall tbh.
Going to add a few things and go against the grain. There is a big difference between changes that are a result of stress and stay that way if you are in a stressful environment (if you leave IB and go to a stressful PE role) and changes that occur because you adjust to the pace. I would argue every change that happened was positive for me once I left the industry and found a role that was more fulfilling/ a better environment. There was a bit of a social lag, but that resolved after like 6 months. The changes that happened during the job are really just better characterized as the cost of doing the job and working in a brutal environment. I didn’t think there was any change that occurred that was negative that lasted after I found a less stressful role. Everything negative was just a temporary result of a shit role.
During the role:
Post IB and moving into a more balanced role:
Regarding the point about the 6 month social lag. It was pretty brutal getting out of banking for the first 6 months. I found a lot of my friends had moved on and I had lost contact with many people who I would hit up and they would give half assed attempts at getting together. I also had a feeling as well that I was finally looking around and realizing now I had not a great job, no social life, and no hobbies. I would go to bars alone at times because by the end of banking there was only like 2 people I was close friends with and if those 2 people were busy I either could sit home alone on a Friday or go find something to do. The good news is I joined rec leagues, began dating, and kept reaching out to people and eventually all that vanished as my social network expanded. It just took awhile to rebuild my social life.
Really insightful response. It sounds like you view the rewards of the job as outweighing or at least compensating for the costs, although it wasn't explicitly stated - is this the case, and would you do it all over again knowing what you know now? Additionally, I'm curious whether you think the value proposition of IB still applies to someone doing it post-MBA. It sounds like you sacrificed a few years post-undergrad but were still able to enjoy the back end of your 20s once you got out. Do you think the trade-offs are dramatically worse for someone beginning a 2-4 year stint around age 28-30?
Kinda a brutal answer—it depends.
For context, after IB, I ended up moving into growth and now have a very unique VC/ growth role where I am basically gasoline my firm pours on investments we have. I still get to see all investments and provide input, but I’m really more in a operating assistance role and basically work with founders and ceos to assist with raises, modeling, and operational decision making. It ends up being like an interim CFO/ chief of staff/ investment banker for companies that aren’t quite able to hire a legit CFO/ chief of staff/ bank yet.
I love my job and have a ton of flexibility of hours and respect in my firm. The comp is more variable/risky and delayed, but I have ability to significantly out-earn my Megafund PE peers as I have generous carry/ spot bonuses if the companies we assist succeed. Otherwise, my base is about the same as if I would have stayed in IB. I also work with some pretty heavy hitters very closely (think multi-hundred net worths)
My job (that I like) is directly building off my IB experience so it was worth it. I also think it would have been worth it post MBA, but different. The appeal of doing it post MBA is you might already have a social network/ significant other/ support network, so it’s potentially less shitty. Out of school you haven’t build that, so it’s more jarring and disruptive. But to your point, you have time to recover if you bounce at ~24. My personal take is if you plan on going into finance, doing 2 years in banking is pretty worth it if you can stomach it and it doesn’t mess your life up too bad. People often don’t know until they are in it, but some people handle stress better than others or are more geared toward finance or not. If someone’s goal is career stability and just being credentialed, the job is certainly not worth it. Do consulting instead. If a person expects to work a lot in their life and likes finance I find it hard to believe they will regret doing banking.
All that said, yeah the role really is brutal. Peers I know went to the hospital, I think it made some people lose confidence, happiness, and self esteem (as this thread proves), also I think many people got trapped by golden handcuffs and will look around at 35 and realize they are single, without friends, and won’t get their 20s or early 30’s back. The role has diminishing returns and drops fast—once you do 1.5-2 years gtfo.
Probably a hot take and I know not as relevant as other people cause I’m only a first year. But IB has made me so much more of a beast. Just being able to grind and work hard and deal with constant BS has made me so much stronger mentally. Always been a little lazy and would cut corners, but IB has really kinda cleaned me up a ton and I think made me just a much more confident in myself (work wise) and especially ability to figure things out on the fly and get things done. Doesn’t hurt that I love all the juniors I work with and consider my associates/sr analysts some of my best friends now. Assume this answer would change if I had to put in like 5+ years of banking but think after 2 it would have done much more positive than negatives for me.
My temper has definitely got a bit worse (lack of sleep, adderall dependency, and stress) which has put an occasional strain on my relationship with my girlfriend of 3 years, who is a dime and modern day saint. Also, about 75% of friendships I had have pretty much diminished. I used to hit the gym pretty hard as well (500lb squat, 305 bench) and now I barely scrape up enough time or energy to do some curls more than twice a week. On the other hand, I’m blessed to be in the position I’m in and it’s better than working twice as hard in some factory.
I am somewhat of the opinion that analyst and associates should push hard to work out once a day. I think it is ridiculous that anyone asks you to sacrifice health for a job.
i care less about the job than when i first started; i feel very jaded and it takes a lot more to excite me i think.
also, compared to others, I actually got into a relationship which has been an upside but not because of banking but actually because of work from home during covid
I'm 10 years in, so my view may be a bit different, but a few highlights below:
- I'm more confident
- I'm more outgoing / comfortable in public speaking situations (used to have very bad anxiety with this)
- I've broadened my interests, which makes it easier to engage with anyone about pretty much anything
- My mental toughness / fortitude is higher than I thought was possible
- I was also very cognizant throughout my career to maintain my positive attitude and patience (for the most part - faulty technology makes me rage)
- Overall, banking has forced me to amplify my "good" qualities while also significantly improving professional areas that were major deficits (so much so that a few are now my biggest strengths)
This is by far the best answer on here. Everyone else is whining about how banking has destroyed their lives and yadda yadda, but no one really talks about the massive positives. Stop focusing on the negatives peeps.
Kudos for this.
I felt changes as well.
I sleep in a Patagonia vest, I refer to my boss as pond scum, I get: zero bitches,
a beer belly + 25 lbs after a year
Never posted here before but this is a great question that I’ve thought critically about recently. I’m a few years into banking and have noticed several changes in my personality as time has passed. A disclaimer that I’ve actually had a good time in banking at an EB (crazy, I know) and generally I’m a very positive and relaxed person (very rarely anxious) which I can’t say for many of my peers, even before they joined the industry. I’m happy to say that banking hasn’t changed that fundamentally, only occasionally I have to dig deeper to keep a positive outlook.
Way longer than I expected this post to be but I think it’s good to share because I was initially nervous when I saw these changes start to occur. I often suppressed them and asked myself what’s wrong w me / why am I changing. Now I feel that as long as I’m aware of the changes and can manage them within reasonableness, they seem to be a byproduct of the job, and that’s ok
i get so many god damn bitches now
WolfofWSO your time to shine
I left high school with not just an understanding, but an appreciation of cultures other than my own. As long as you pass the IB it is good as the courses are extremely rigorous, so colleges/universities will consider that.
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