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It’s normal to experience this, quite common especially amongst people who work in finance. 

Do you find yourself on a satisfaction treadmill, where once you accomplish something, you’re in search of the next goal and the next, leading to constantly feel unfulfilled?
Or are you still trying to accomplish a few goals, but upset at lack of progress so still searching for ways to get there? 

 

You just described being alive... 

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the search for meaning and God, or whatever you want to call it if you believe in that sort of thing. Very normal human emotion.

Quant (ˈkwänt) n: An expert, someone who knows more and more about less and less until they know everything about nothing.
 

Yea I've searched for that (in fact I was baptised as a baby which is such a gift when I think abt it. He truly knew me before I knew Him) which gave me a massive dopamine hit. But now the itch of searching for the next dopamine hit is getting to me. Looking into what the Buddha, the Stoics, the ancient Chinese and Greek philosophers have to say about life. Don't wanna set my expectations too high. 

 

Nothing wrong with that. I hope you find what you're looking for. For me personally, I've searched in a lot of those same places, and they've led me back to my faith more intensely and in depth each time. I'll pray for you.

Quant (ˈkwänt) n: An expert, someone who knows more and more about less and less until they know everything about nothing.
 

I feel like that most of the time, too. Only, sometimes it has a positive tone, other times makes me question everything I accomplished so far. 

 

I feel like John Nash, searching for that one original idea. That billion dollar idea.

"If you always put limits on everything you do, physical or anything else, it will spread into your work and into your life. There are no limits. There are only plateaus, and you must not stay there, you must go beyond them." - Bruce Lee
 

Recommend Man’s Search for Meaning, by Viktor Frankl. The second half of the book dives deep into this concept and the pit of despair that accompanies the emotion of not having a strong purpose. This book did a lot for me - recommend it for a new perspective.  

 

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