Fumbled the girl and I am so down

I finally had the chance. We went out like 4 or 5 times. She was exactly my type, her eyes, her hair, the way she dressed. I just fucked it up eventually, I couldn't stop thinking about her.  I've never been this down over a girl before. I was riding so high and mighty for a while, work was going good, I've been in pretty decent shape, I've been trying to dress well and work on my demeanor. I just feel like a complete loser idiot now and I don't know where to go. The worst part is I still see her at the gym I go to and it crushes me. I wish I did it differently. Fuck me man, I feel like the life is sucked out of me.

74 Comments
 

yep, there are way more hot girls than men making $200k+. it's sad to see that high quality men don't see their value. if you're a banker, girls should be auditioning for you, not the other way around. you're in top 1% of men by income. you are in the position of power. you shouldn't be working on your demeanor (whatever OP means by it), you should be confident because you are at the top of the pyramid.

 

Bro I agree with the second point but like how tf do you have the time to do that?? Can barely manage 1.

 

I kissed her on the first and we hooked up on the 3rd. She seriously looked at me in the eyes like no girl has before. 

What happened was we were planning twice to go out again and she kept flaking and one time she led me on till the morning of and then went silent. So I just stopped texting her after that. I should’ve just told her I wanted to date her but I haven’t been in a long term relationship before that started like this so I was just lost and overthought it like hell

 

Analyst 2 in IB-M&A


I should’ve just told her I wanted to date her but I haven’t been in a long term relationship before that started like this so I was just lost and overthought it like hell

Yeah you're overthinking. I can 100% guarantee she didn't ghost you because you didn't tell her soon enough that you wanted to date her. She is ghosting because maybe she didn't find you attractive enough or - she has better options currently.

Your best bet is to move on. Maybe she will find it attractive that you didn't over-pursue and come back. That's your best possible scenario, but you need to move on.

 
Most Helpful

Married now, so I am admittedly long past this stage in life, but perhaps I can offer a perspective. First and foremost, dude, it absolutely sucks when you fumble it with a girl you really like. 

10 years later I will never forget the first girl I fumbled it with so badly, and I was obsessed with her. We had great chemistry, everyone else could see how into each other we were, it was a LOCK. Yeah well one night I was too drunk she made a move and I didnt see it coming at all and my response was delayed and sloppy and the next day she texted saying she wanted to just forget anything happened. This was my shot to tell her how I felt but I was extremely hungover and far from thinking clearly, so I said something like "for sure, no worries". I cringe about it to this day. This was after MONTHs of chemistry building at parties where she was clearly waiting for me to make a move. To make matters worse, a friend hooked up with her shortly after even though he knew how I felt about her. Talk about salt in the wound. I was truly nuts about this girl, lost sleep over her for weeks (if not months). It may feel crazy to feel so torn up about her, but the worse you feel, the greater the loss. You are reacting completely appropriately. However, looking back on it with perspective, it was not meant to be and was more symbolic of young love vs. the person I was truly meant to be with. 

The only advice now I can offer you is learn from it and move on. I fumbled 10x more than I succeeded when it came to women, but if even my dumb*ss can find a way to succeed long term, so can you. That is not hyperbole, I fumbled with so many different women I am amazed I ever got it right. 

Keep working on yourself man, and as you continue to do so, you will find the one. I remember I was 25 when I met my now wife, and at the time I thought I was a lost cause, destined to die alone, due to an extended streak of bad luck. I had been spending so many YEARS investing in myself, but in the end it took all that work and time to attract the right person. Hang in there man, it may be a while before you find the one, but you will get there. 

 

Thank you, the perspective is very reassuring. But when I tell you, the way she looked me in the eyes, when we went out people would look at us from across the room. Random people and bartenders would come over and talk to us about it. 

I don't think she was the right one long term to be honest, her family situation isn't perfect and career wise I want someone more ambitious, etc. and there were other issues like that kind of made me hesitate but I can't help but think I could've overcome all that. 

What eventually happened was she wanted me to invite her or to meet her friends over vice versa and I overthink those situations like there is no tomorrow, so I just never made it happen. I'm no slouch either, and I'm sure she thinks about it too. I don't know if she was playing me but she asked me 2 times if I wanted a relationship and I did say yes but I'm not sure if she believed it, but to be honest I don't know if I believe it myself. I'm 24 and I want to put myself out there as I finally grow up and found my confidence.

I did that same thing you did, the "for sure, no worries" thing. Why the hell did I do that

 

It is very clear from your response you still have mixed feelings. These situations are always the toughest. My initial reaction would be that there are enough doubts (real or imagined, hard to say) that are giving you pause. My gut says that if you really thought she was the one, or had a good feeling that was the case, you would've already called her and tried to make it work. If you are holding back due to nerves / insecurity / overthinking about how things might play out, you just need to go for it man. If you are holding back because of legitimate uncertainty as to whether or not you have long term compatibility, odds are you are making the right call, by at least taking the appropriate amount of time to think about how to proceed. 

But look man, if you really like her and feel like you would kill to have a future with her, text her right now to see if she will get a coffee with you and let you say your piece. Then lay it all out there. There is no shame in being honest and getting rejected. There is shame in having strong feelings and doing nothing about it due to cowardice (I say this because I was a coward so many times and its one of my few regrets in life). 

 

But have you tried to fix things up?
If there wasn’t a major issue (like cheating or something serious), wouldn’t it just take inviting her for a coffee and having an honest conversation?
You guys make life way more complicated than it should…

 

Associate 3 in CorpDev

Married now, so I am admittedly long past this stage in life, but perhaps I can offer a perspective. First and foremost, dude, it absolutely sucks when you fumble it with a girl you really like. 

10 years later I will never forget the first girl I fumbled it with so badly, and I was obsessed with her. We had great chemistry, everyone else could see how into each other we were, it was a LOCK. Yeah well one night I was too drunk she made a move and I didnt see it coming at all and my response was delayed and sloppy and the next day she texted saying she wanted to just forget anything happened. This was my shot to tell her how I felt but I was extremely hungover and far from thinking clearly, so I said something like "for sure, no worries". I cringe about it to this day. This was after MONTHs of chemistry building at parties where she was clearly waiting for me to make a move. To make matters worse, a friend hooked up with her shortly after even though he knew how I felt about her. Talk about salt in the wound. I was truly nuts about this girl, lost sleep over her for weeks (if not months). It may feel crazy to feel so torn up about her, but the worse you feel, the greater the loss. You are reacting completely appropriately. However, looking back on it with perspective, it was not meant to be and was more symbolic of young love vs. the person I was truly meant to be with. 

The only advice now I can offer you is learn from it and move on. I fumbled 10x more than I succeeded when it came to women, but if even my dumb*ss can find a way to succeed long term, so can you. That is not hyperbole, I fumbled with so many different women I am amazed I ever got it right. 

Keep working on yourself man, and as you continue to do so, you will find the one. I remember I was 25 when I met my now wife, and at the time I thought I was a lost cause, destined to die alone, due to an extended streak of bad luck. I had been spending so many YEARS investing in myself, but in the end it took all that work and time to attract the right person. Hang in there man, it may be a while before you find the one, but you will get there. 

This might be some of the best shit I’ve ever read on this site lmao. Love the perspective!

 

Fr. To OP - I been fucked up about relationships and girls and whatnot for awhile because I was down on my luck too, body went to shit working this job, no energy or time tbh to build a connection. Then I met this girl 3 weeks ago. Now I am not saying I am in love or anything but we vibe and she texts me some crazy shit throughout the day that makes everyday a LOT better. That is after a dry spell or just not connecting with people. Point is, if you try and fix it maybe it will work. Maybe not. If it doesn't, keep swinging. 

 

I’ve been there man. Dated a girl this summer I thought was perfect but it didn’t work out. Six months later I feel nothing but appreciation for some fun memories and good socializing. There are so many girls out there, don’t let the wrong one prevent you from meeting the right one. Your wife isn’t the girl who is avoiding you / ignoring your texts I’ll tell you that. 

 

No doubt that this girl was very physically attractive but she wasn't the one. 

Re-read your post, it's all very shallow. No offense and that's ok. You had a shot with a pretty girl and blew it. Big deal move on.

When you meet the one, your post will read much different than the above.

 

I refuse to believe you guys are all so lost and fragile. 

This is bot-based engagement farming. Has to be. 

Commercial Real Estate Developer
 

You’re letting one girl make you feel like a loser when, before this, you were on top of your game? That’s a weak mindset. Yeah, you liked her, and yeah, you fumbled it—but so what? You were doing well before she came into the picture, and you’ll be doing well after. You’re acting like she was the only girl in the world who fit your type. Trust me, there will be others, and next time, you won’t make the same mistakes.

You’re letting her presence at the gym mess with your head when the reality is, she’s just another person lifting weights. She’s not some goddess sent to humble you. Stop letting her live rent-free in your mind. Keep your head up, refocus on your work, your fitness, and your presence. The same way you leveled up before, you can level up again. The worst thing you can do is spiral—because that’s when you really lose. Keep moving forward, and let this be a lesson, not a life sentence.

 
[Comment removed by mod team]
 

dosmthabit198469

What does this even mean

It's akin to the SEAL expression. "The only easy day was yesterday."

"If you always put limits on everything you do, physical or anything else, it will spread into your work and into your life. There are no limits. There are only plateaus, and you must not stay there, you must go beyond them." - Bruce Lee
 

First off first I respect the fact that you are willing to share your experience. Secondly, why do we fall down? so we can pick ourselves up. This is a learning opportunity for you to improve and I am sure you are going to improve,this is part of the journey in life. This experience shall only make you better. And one day you will not need to ask a woman out, she shall chase you. Keep fighting success is just around the corner.

SafariJoe, wins again!
 

Keep your head your champ. We have all been there before. Numerous times for me. It might even be every week. You need to get out more and be your best self. Define what that means. For me: Be in good shape, good relationships with good people, and meet new folks with a smile on your face. I promiseeeeeee you that you will be fine and better off in the long run. There's 4bn other women in the world. That's an abundance if you ask me.

 See a cute girl at the coffee shop, compliment her nails. Smell a nice perfume, ask her the scent. Trust me, you will be fine and with someone you are even more enamored with

-From a single male with the same exact problem. Good luck brother

 

Labore qui iusto quas et. Sit eum minus unde vel. Libero repudiandae at earum consectetur. Est sed nihil et nisi vero expedita qui natus. Ea omnis provident et assumenda fuga occaecati fugiat. Possimus cumque unde sunt et.

Velit doloremque quam dolor temporibus explicabo. Provident et qui eos laudantium repellat officiis. Soluta perspiciatis libero est est ratione vitae ratione.

Veniam quis maiores quos dolor perferendis. Tempora aliquid ut quia qui architecto. Est assumenda et eveniet rem tenetur cum. Sint quis natus est tempora. In odio consequuntur vel sint omnis voluptates. Et quibusdam fugit tenetur placeat consequuntur veritatis aliquam.

Veritatis eum voluptas perferendis aut quasi atque. Commodi quos dolore ut harum autem culpa. Eos dolorem est architecto dolorem quisquam asperiores. Deserunt suscipit ab qui distinctio totam. In officia sint rerum harum dolor ut et suscipit. Excepturi ad optio unde temporibus exercitationem reiciendis. Consequatur quia dolorum eos sed quasi nesciunt.

 

Laborum libero quis pariatur aut. Provident itaque beatae aut non maxime quisquam. Vel quam voluptates occaecati veritatis perferendis sunt. Expedita et est quia consequuntur laudantium. Voluptatem officia quisquam dolore aut dignissimos optio hic rem.

Quo nesciunt qui quibusdam exercitationem aut nisi magnam consequuntur. Dolores animi nisi odio unde aut voluptas. Quasi illum quasi odio omnis aut eligendi est.

Quos atque eius excepturi veritatis velit. Sequi et qui officiis corporis omnis quis.

Velit ut temporibus natus aut. Vel consequuntur alias nihil aperiam vel. Sit eaque sunt at. Velit qui aut dolorem velit. Nihil laudantium qui nihil iste eveniet. Voluptatem aut qui et quae quasi eveniet. Quia maiores explicabo quae voluptas iure omnis omnis.

Career Advancement Opportunities

June 2026 Investment Banking

  • Evercore 01 99.4%
  • Moelis & Company 01 98.8%
  • JPMorgan 01 98.2%
  • Guggenheim Partners 01 97.7%
  • Morgan Stanley 07 97.1%

Overall Employee Satisfaction

June 2026 Investment Banking

  • Moelis & Company No 99.4%
  • Morgan Stanley 02 98.8%
  • Evercore 01 98.2%
  • BMO Capital Markets 12 97.6%
  • Banco Santander 01 97.1%

Professional Growth Opportunities

June 2026 Investment Banking

  • Evercore 01 99.4%
  • Moelis & Company 01 98.8%
  • Morgan Stanley 05 98.2%
  • JPMorgan No 97.7%
  • BMO Capital Markets 12 97.1%

Total Avg Compensation

June 2026 Investment Banking

  • Vice President (14) $434
  • Associates (43) $259
  • 3rd+ Year Analyst (8) $210
  • 2nd Year Analyst (22) $179
  • Intern/Summer Associate (13) $156
  • 1st Year Analyst (77) $151
  • Intern/Summer Analyst (71) $101
notes
16 IB Interviews Notes

“... there’s no excuse to not take advantage of the resources out there available to you. Best value for your $ are the...”

Leaderboard

1
redever's picture
redever
99.2
2
Secyh62's picture
Secyh62
99.0
3
kanon's picture
kanon
99.0
4
BankonBanking's picture
BankonBanking
99.0
5
GameTheory's picture
GameTheory
98.9
6
dosk17's picture
dosk17
98.9
7
DrApeman's picture
DrApeman
98.9
8
Betsy Massar's picture
Betsy Massar
98.9
9
CompBanker's picture
CompBanker
98.9
10
Mimbs's picture
Mimbs
98.8
success
From 10 rejections to 1 dream investment banking internship

“... I believe it was the single biggest reason why I ended up with an offer...”