Post Recruitment Depression
Hey Everyone,
I don't mean to create a pity post, but I guess I wanted to get insight on how I could cope with how my recruitment process played out. And, in all honesty, it actually went pretty well for me, but I still feel a sense of sadness because of how I lost the "big fish" I guess. Here's what happened:
I had been recruiting for IB for a bit and was invited in to a Morgan Stanley superday. This was honestly the only big IB opportunity I was able to get, I couldn't blow it. I worked really hard, tirelessly through the days leading up to the superday to get myself into tip top shape. And, when the day came, I crushed it. I had done my three rounds and was feeling great. Half an hour later I get a call from an unknown number, and I'm told that I have two additional interviews with MDs of the group I was recruiting for. I was dumbfounded, never heard of a superday to a superday before. I was admittedly nervous but was still ready to give it my all. First interview comes up, and the guy I'm speaking to I can barely hear him. He's driving home from work, not really as focused on what's going on/if our communication is stable. That interview lasted 20 mins. Shit. Then the second call rolls around, this guy and I we hit it off alright. I gave my take on the industry he operates in, and though he corrected some of the ideas I had, we still had good bonding moments. Of course, my initial superday interviews were better, but it wasn't the worst thing in the world. So days go by, and I hear no response. Eventually, two weeks down the road I get the generic rejection email from MS and my stomach dropped, it was the end of the line for me to reach the proverbial greatness that I sought after.
As recruitment unfolded, I eventually got a quant role at a pretty reputable firm. But once again, IB at MS was something I held on another level completely, which I admit could be due to the fascination of my peers about such a role. But I was so close, I could taste it. And to be dinged was disheartening, especially when I couldn't really talk with the first MD. I should be happy, I have a really good role in my hands, but my dream role was literally on the top of my fingertips. I've fallen into a rabbit hole of self-blame, and I can't help myself from thinking if I just tweaked myself a teeny tiny bit I would be where I want to be. That junior year internship, at least from the school I'm from, essentially lays the foundation for career trajectory for the coming years, and I think that's where a lot of sadness lies. Keep in mind the MS Superday was literally months ago, yet today I still felt this nagging in the back of my mind that I should have gotten that offer.
So, I would love to hear from you all on your thoughts on my thoughts I guess haha. Given your experiences, how should I go about thinking about what had transpired?
I've said it a few times before here, don't get caught up on a name (no I'm not a bitter lmm banker, been at EB and BB). You did what you could do and sometimes the cards don't fall in your favor, it happens. Take off the group think goggles for a second and you'll realize things are OK, maybe better.
Chances are, where you're at now will be a great opportunity and potentially put you on a path that's even better. This career works in strange ways. Go into it 100% and it'll all work out.
True, and from what I've heard the pay for FT at the place I'll be at is pretty comparable to street, so in that area too it's still looking promising. Just once again, that MS intangible name value is something you don't come across too often, you know.
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