Even though I'm not part of the LGBTQ+ community, I applied as a diversity candidate and now my VP is hitting on me.
This may sound like a troll post, but I swear to god it's not.
When I was junior at a semi-target, the IB club organized a something like a seminar and I called some of the people from the bank I did my internship at and a few VPs agreed to come to the seminar.
(I did my second internship at aIB as a diversity candidate. White male and straight but applied through the LGBTQ+ program)
I was one of the key organizers of the seminar so I had chance to talk with all of the bankers. But, there was a senior VP who was really interested with the seminar and kept calling me and asking questions. At that time, I was so fucking happy that I was networking with a Sr. VP. Whenever I was laying on my bed in my dorm room, I was dreaming about him and how I can use him to achive my dreams but I never thought something like this.
I also did my third internship there. During that time, that VP was helping me little bit too much, letting me go early and letting me take credit for others work. He told me that I should work there after my graduation, and he can even promote me faster than usual when he's a MD. I thought he saw himself in me so he was acting this way...
I graduated and started working there. I started getting suspicious and after doing some digging on his social media and remembering that he may see that I did my first internship there as a LGBTQ+ diversity candidate. I literally puked in my room because he's probably a gay.
I'm not a paranoid person, but recently I'm seeing him in my nightmares and scared to get close to him. I feel like he sometimes touches my hand sexually but I'm not really sure.
I don't want to leave the bank because this is literally the best thing I can do for my future, but also I can't say no to him because he will be a MD soon, and probably can destroy my career.
Any advice would be appreciated.